Thursday, October 13, 2011

SLUMP.

  So here is a couple of things that you (who ever is reading this..) have missed out on since I last blogged... Hadley is now saying "mama" :) and she is crawling!!! My baby girl is growing up sooooo fast! I cannot believe she is already 6 months old! That is crazy! I am sooo proud of her and love her more than I can even express!! ahhh soo anyway.. here are some pictures for your viewing delight!



waking up from her 30 min nap.

"how dare you take a picture of me!"

Ultra sound.. yawning..

summer 09

night before valentines day :)

      I'm sorry that it has been a while since I have blogged.. I was waiting for something interesting in my life to happen so that I could type about it.. but honestly.. I ended up with nothing. I will try my hardest not to be a negative nancy on this blog.. but... ahhhh screw it! Honesty is the best policy.. isn't it?!
    
     I have been in a HORRIBLE slump this past week.. mainly from being soo lonesome. There is nothing within a 20 mile radius from us besides more RVs.. and dirt... I have walked around trying to meet people.. but no one seems to interested in hanging out with a 20 year old stay at home mom.. and to be completely honest.. I'm not all that interested in hanging out with the people around here either! It's not that I am stuck up or anything.. I just can't seem to click with anyone.

    It would be great if I had some family that were close.. but I don't... so here I am... with Hadley. DON'T get me wrong.. I LOVE HADLEY! I absolutely adore her.. but I need that grown up talk. I need out of this RV.. I need something. I seriously almost broke down in tears yesterday... but I tried to keep myself busy with house chores and youtube. I know.. I'm pathetic...

    OKAY.. I'm done sulking now! Promise! I just had to get that off of my chest... Today should be a bit more exciting!! Why you ask? Welllllll.... we get to go grocery shopping! hahahah Most people would dread the thought... but I see it as an excuse to get out of the house and breath in some fresh air.. and remind myself that there is other stuff going on in the world besides staring at these same old walls!!